!%#$!&!

It’s been since august. ‘bout 9 months now. What am I waiting for?

Coming back? She never will, I don’t think. And to tell the truth, part of me really doesn’t want to even see her - ever again. For the longest time now I kept believing that even though she might have a few screws loose in her head the fact that she is still ‘my wife’ meant alot to me. It meant that she’d eventually be back and that we’d work things out to try and bring back the feelings we once had in our relationship.

She calls me sometimes, and doesn’t quit with the emails... I don’t feel like losing her friendship, but I think it would be best.

The other day we met for supper and then afterwards we talked for a long time in the parking lot. Everything was ok, till we started talking about us, about if we would ever have a chance of coming back together. Although she never came out and said it I think she was seriously considering trying out a “new” relationship between each other. That’s right... “new”?? anyways the conversation switched over for some reason, and we started talking about how she had tried dating and found that what we had before was much healthier than what she experienced.

Now obviously I had my doubts, but still had to ask who she had decided to experience this “dating” with? And well and behold, it was with the same mother-fuckin’ butt plug that started this whole ordeal! What a fuckin’ douche bag this guy is! Anyways, I had kinda guessed it would have been him, but it still pissed me off! Worst part is, and this is why I’ve been really annoyed of just even hearing her voice lately, it’s when I asked how ‘far’ this dating experience of hers went, she refused to answer. She told me she knew the answer would upset me. Well guess what sweetcheeks I’m pretty fuckin’ upset now! That means you’ve been literary fucking around with that son-of-a-bitch while I was waiting for you to fucking find yourself! And I know this happened, not a month ago... but rather 9 months ago!

Fuck You.

When that asshole’s girlfriend called you a slut at the beginning of all this, I guess she knew you a whole lot better than I did.
too upset to keep typing now.