Blah - part 2

Alright, so maybe I've calm'd down a little since the other day but that's just because I've been ignoring the whole situation since then. and the more I'm typing this message the more of that day's emotions seem to be crawlin' back up

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It really pisses me off that she expect that once this marriage is off she still wants to remain friends. Ya right! Why would I even want to be in the same room as the person that promised me their complete love and devotion then, one day out of the fucking blue, decided to suck the life out of my heart and soul, push it to the ground and stomp on it till it's nicely bruised beyon repair, just for fun? Oh ya, we'd be great friend!

Seven years I've known this women.
Seven years we've been together.
You do realise what people go through in seven years together right?

And she just brushed it off like it was a piece of lint on her shoulder.

Oh, and another thing, after she was done tearing me apart she came up to me and told me she's moving out of the house we bought, and that I technicly owe her half of the sales profit when the house is sold. WTF!!!? And if I end up selling the house for less then we bought it for, do you get half the mother fucking dette? Bullshit.

We are married for fucksake! Let's just work this shit out! But no. She decided to take the easy way out for her. Damn! I'm mad at that!

I realise that I might be potrayin' a real hatefull image here, but I don't hate her, I'm far from it. I'm just mad. Mad that I've failed at this marriage. And mad that I was not enough to keep her happy. Realizing this gives me the saddest feeling I've ever felt.